14 weeks and Therapy

Not much going on for me lately except that I am an emotional mess.  I cry over anything and everything and it's been hard to work and have fun.  I had to go off my anti-depressants when I got pregnant.  I only take 2 doses a week (tried to go off 2 years ago when we started trying and realized my patience level was slim).  I didn't think it would effect me like it has on top of normal hormonal emotional chaos being prego.  Well, it has and I called and got a referral to a therapist.  I saw her for the first time last Friday and I have my 2nd appointment tomorrow.  My first appt went really well and I think this will really help.  I got a lot of things off my chest at my first appointment.  She came to the conclusion (and I believe she was spot on) that I need help controlling that I feel I have responsibility in things that are out of my control.  Reflecting back on some of the things we discussed, I completely agree with her.  Unfortunately she is out of my network - $110/session will add up but I won't probably have to go weekly forever.  I like her too much to switch.  I got a referral from my OBGYN office and didn't even care at the moment - I just needed someone I was going to like. 

Now on for the fun stuff:)

Pregnancy Highlights:

How Far Along: 14 Weeks

Size of baby: JMar is the size of a lemon this week and weighs 1 1/2 ounces, about 3 1/2 inches long

Weight Gain/Loss: Won't weigh in until next appt on December 20th

Maternity Clothes: hit or miss.  I am having to start doing the rubberband trick on my pants

Gender: Will find out at our  20 week u/s on January 16th; Emar is hoping/thinking boy and I am hoping/thinking girl- I think it's because we don't know what to do with the other sex-- end result is we want a healthy baby

Movement: Not feeling any movement yet

Sleep: Sleep is fine- I wouldn't mind more:)  I loved sleep even before pregnancy

What I miss:  nothing- have had a great week!
Cravings: Coke (haven't drank real coke since high school)

Symptoms:  bloating
Best Moment this week: Emar getting home from Chicago- he, my dad, and brother went for the Chief's vs Bears game .  Emar is a HUGE Bears fan and never been to a game.  I am a Chief's girl and they won! Sorry babe!